Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Myself for this moment....

i trying to b study hard but i juz realize tat i m so lazy....
i trying to work hard 4 my lab demo but i juz notice tat i m not so hard-working tat i think....
i trying to make some new friend but i also juz noe tat i m not so like to make a new friend....
i tying to thinking the matter to b simple way but i always like usual juz make it to b more complicated....
i trying to find somebody to accompany me but i juz scare i wil b trap myself....
i trying to make myself to be bravely but i juz lost it when i need it....
i trying to get ready for my 1st step but i juz get walk to the end when i wan to step out....
i trying to walk slowly when i m walking but i juz always walk as my real nature....
i trying to make myself to b more happy but i juz cant doing it as wat i wan....
i trying to escape from the complicated relationship but i juz cant walk away from it....
i trying to control my luxury expense but i juz feel tat i cant do tat....
i trying to concern on the class but i juz cant fight with my uncle Jo....
i trying to sleep early but i juz too appreciated the time at the night....
i trying to wake up early but i juz always neglect my alarm....
i trying to be strong but i juz lazy to exercise....
i trying to keep thinking wat i m trying to say so but i juz cant get any idea anymore cos my uncle Jo calling me ald....
thanks for seeing my bull-shitting....

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Bullshit-ing again....

Juz wake up on the "early" in the morning, feel that ntg to do but also feel that still got so many thing to do but also juz feel that the thing i can be done when the time coming....
Wanna talk abot my college in this new sem but it is suck 4 me but i got the feeling that it getting well on my way....
Wanna talk abot "friend" but ntg to talk on it 2, juz confirm that friend juz playing a certain stage in our journey. y i say so? because my primary best friend (i think consider best friend ba but we long time din contact each others after we leave the primary school) din invite me attend his wedding party.....haizzzz
Wanna talk abot my study, juz the same thinking lor, pass all the subject> 3 month UK.....
Wanna talk abot my family, erm....not the right time 4 me to worry 4 this moment cos i m the younger n still is the consumer 4 the family....
Wat i wanna to talk abot, i think is enough 4 the person who r 2 free to come to view this blog....hehe....