槟城

又是夜深人静的时候, 手里拿着不该拿的鬼东西,独自一人遥望着吉隆玻....
哪该死的感觉再次浮现, 再次回想起槟城的点点滴滴, 那无优无虑的生活啊....
脑海里再次浮现了那久违的脸孔, 久违的名字, 久违的声音, 那久违的生活啊....
如果还有"再次", 那我希望重回在槟城的日子啊....
如果还有"再次", 那我希望尽情的享受槟城的叻沙啊....
如果还有"再次", 那我希望重温"corner" 的鸡饭啊....
但那是没有"如果还有再次" 的....
但我希望我会永远记得我在槟城的事, 物, 人.....

原本我可以表达的跟好但是某人打挠了我....
还好世上是无完美的....keke

ps: dun scold me when u read this ya cos now is the early in the morning ya.....

i miss PG Tar....i miss Pg life

this place so fall called corner tat we having ours lunch n breakfast during the break.....i miss the chicken rice here.....

this is the bac view of college....it produce the raw material for the cement n we can hear the alert sound when they bomb the hill n feel the shake like earthquake....

this is the tutorial room....

this is the foyer n we will come to sit here to look some pretty view during our break.....
this guy familiar ler.....keke

this is the front view of pg tar.....

My hostel at pg....tat 2 car belong to 2 animal which cat n tiger....

My room.....

Finally.......

Result is came out de n get wat i expected....
i though i wil b get mad at this time but my feeling is cool wat i expected....
mayb i noe i wil fail at this sem but juz keep a hope tat can get a pass....
the time of nw not work harder at this sem but it should b hope can pass all the subject n further the degree at UK....
But it stil got a lot of thing needed to worry....
Haizzzzzzz........"一失足成千古恨".....
wakakakaka.....

1st time in my college life....

haizzzz.... long time din updated my blog ald, though tat it will b the happy manner when i updated but manatahu is the most saddest cases in my college life....

Dunno wat happened 4 this examination, 1st time feel wanna cry after sitting the PM1....
Never have such strong feeling tat i wil fail on the exam after the PM1 but this paper stil got a chance to get pass although i cant did well....

After the Pm1, though tat the PPP won b so tough. But, after sitting the paper, i baru noe PPP stand 4 Puki puki pukI Pukima....i really wil b 1st time fail in the examination of tar college in my life....i hope i can find any mark o some reason tat let me pass myself but there are ntg to support me....i always telling ppl tat tar college exam won so easy to get fail if u got write smt although is tembak but this time i totally free 34 marks 4 this paper n the others mark i won think tat i will score 50marks....haizzzzzzzzzzz.....

hw i going to tel myself????
hw i going to tel my mom????
hw i going to go to UK>>>>my motivation my aim to study in advanced????
hw i going to waiting the result to come out????
hw i going to enjoy my clubbing????
hw i going to enjoy my trip????
hw i going to enjoy my holiday????
hw i going to enjoy the rest of time????

Really wan find a place to cry.....
Really wan find a place to hide myself....
Really need end on here liao cos wanna go out sing K n celebrate for wilson liao....

Appreciate....

Haizzzz....tomolo got 2 test but still got mood blogging at here....

This post juz like the title on the above....
I appreciate the moment beer with u....
If not mistaken, that is the 3rd time we beer together....
Dunno y, I very much enjoy the moment beer with u....

Mayb juz the moment i can say out the sentences inside my deep deep heart....
Mayb juz the moment i no need take care others ppl feeling....
Mayb juz the moment i no need hiding my feeling....
Mayb juz the moment is the original me....

Each time after beer with u, i wil b have a light mood....
I wil b more positive thinking N more appreciate wat i have....
U r the 1st person tat i can share so much of my secret....
U r the 1st person tat can heard so much of my heartfelt from my mouth...

Haizzzz....still got many wan to write but seem like i m running out of time ald....
So, juz end on here n continue my assignment n revision la....

Week 8

waaaa....SM really sm me kao kao....
keeping kena reject n redo n reedit n rethink 4 the method statement....
WTf......how come i no wan go to a site n try to get it????

waaaa....thesis is starting come 2 me ald....
next week onward need reading n searching n finding 4 the article, journey and others infor tat wil help on my thesis de....
WtF....how come i no wan read n search n find the infor from the starting lerrrr....

waaaa....next week got 2 test rrrr.....
Ar. Wong hope/should b no problem guaaaa cos i think 朋友不会为难朋友 deeee....
But, really no idea at all 4 the subject teaching by Mr. young young....
Shxt.... the 1st time in my college life but always happened during my secondary school life....
wTF....how come his notes so many n much n confusing....

waaaa.... wat i can do.......
try my best to "Shake That" my ass n head n heart n body n hand n leg n my spec 99....
try my best to push my hand up "In The Ayer"....Ayer....Ayer....Ayer....Ayer....
try my best to sing as loud as i can " Is My Life" , it is now or never....
try my best to dun "lose myself" like wat the song talk me
try my best to keep my "Temperature" high n higher n highest....
try my best to remain the "Way I Are" in my life....

waaa....my saturday gone during i writing this blog....
Bullsiiiiii again.....shxx

Strange Dayzzzzzzzzz......

Today I purposely wake up early in the morning to do my SM assignment and take some time to do the revision on PAM but not so early la, is around 9am de.....hehe
N....
the most appreciate is my ex-site supervisor called me back since he got a missed call from me on the last sunday due to i wanna help my housemate to get the permission to go in the site....

Everything going smoothly in the morning but when i went 2 the class, something weird are starting happened on me....

1st, never expect tat he will did such matter on me......never....
my mood on tat moment drop from the heaven to the hell cos I REALLY CANT BELIEVE tat he will did such matter on me....
supposed i will b very happy on today due to i found the way to done my SM assignment and i got revision on the PAM for the test.....
But, he really broken my heard 99 de.....

2nd, I really dunno when the Ar.Wong test is change to the next monday....
I never heard abot it....N
I really have the confident 4 his test although i juz revision 4 a portion of PAM (lying myself)....hehe

3rd, suddenly noe tat got a celebration party after the Ar. Wong class....
then, this kind of celebration 4 sure i wil join it cos i like having fun....
But, dunno y, juz feel weird on the celebration.....
the feeling hard to explain out n i also dunno hw to express it n i also dunno y i have such feeling....

Lucky still have some gratify matter on today....
Tat is my group getting a quite gd mark on the Ar. Wong assignment....
although it juz 69 marks, but it mean a lot 4 me since i study at kl....
Cos seem like long time i din did an assignment which feel like it belong to me....
N
Heard the Ar.Wong talking abot wat r the senior doing at UK after the 3 month top up programme....
it regenerate my engine n remind me tat: never forget my AIMs, never forget my dream N never forget my motivation to study in advance....

Juz leaving 21 weeks more then i can step on my dream, step on my aims, step on my future....
"Ang Gong Bo Bi"

Myself for this moment....

i trying to b study hard but i juz realize tat i m so lazy....
i trying to work hard 4 my lab demo but i juz notice tat i m not so hard-working tat i think....
i trying to make some new friend but i also juz noe tat i m not so like to make a new friend....
i tying to thinking the matter to b simple way but i always like usual juz make it to b more complicated....
i trying to find somebody to accompany me but i juz scare i wil b trap myself....
i trying to make myself to be bravely but i juz lost it when i need it....
i trying to get ready for my 1st step but i juz get walk to the end when i wan to step out....
i trying to walk slowly when i m walking but i juz always walk as my real nature....
i trying to make myself to b more happy but i juz cant doing it as wat i wan....
i trying to escape from the complicated relationship but i juz cant walk away from it....
i trying to control my luxury expense but i juz feel tat i cant do tat....
i trying to concern on the class but i juz cant fight with my uncle Jo....
i trying to sleep early but i juz too appreciated the time at the night....
i trying to wake up early but i juz always neglect my alarm....
i trying to be strong but i juz lazy to exercise....
i trying to keep thinking wat i m trying to say so but i juz cant get any idea anymore cos my uncle Jo calling me ald....
thanks for seeing my bull-shitting....

Bullshit-ing again....

Juz wake up on the "early" in the morning, feel that ntg to do but also feel that still got so many thing to do but also juz feel that the thing i can be done when the time coming....
Wanna talk abot my college in this new sem but it is suck 4 me but i got the feeling that it getting well on my way....
Wanna talk abot "friend" but ntg to talk on it 2, juz confirm that friend juz playing a certain stage in our journey. y i say so? because my primary best friend (i think consider best friend ba but we long time din contact each others after we leave the primary school) din invite me attend his wedding party.....haizzzz
Wanna talk abot my study, juz the same thinking lor, pass all the subject> 3 month UK.....
Wanna talk abot my family, erm....not the right time 4 me to worry 4 this moment cos i m the younger n still is the consumer 4 the family....
Wat i wanna to talk abot, i think is enough 4 the person who r 2 free to come to view this blog....hehe....

Cat

He is my 3 yrs housemate in pg.
He is born on 11.9.1986 but look younger tat me.
He is cute but sohai.
He like ultraman.
He like to say rude word but i think he is learn from me cos he not so cleaver.
He like take photo by his own by using his camera n always acting cute.
He will ask 4 dinner o sapper when his gf no accompany with him.
He will drink "ho ren ku" with me during exam period but we updated together with Vitamin C at last.
He like come my room n lay on my bed after he wake up from his own bed, i think he like my odor.
He have very very poor skill on riding motor.
He will say "yao meh" when he not like to do smt.
He like no wear underwear.(:
He like eat drumstick.
He always shower with cold water although have water heater.
He always take 1 pump from me during i pumping. (he will understand wat i taking 2)
He always asking porn from me.
The most great to his personality is he have a gd temperament o mayb he is the person who cincai on everthing.

So many many thing tat i din write at here n i think i getting to forget his personality since we so long time din meet.
Tats y i need write some of his personality at here to prevent i totally lost it.

12 of May 2008

This blog is wrote 4 my lovely pg's Friend.
This day is i went bac KL from pg.
This day is i end of my pg life which i had been stay 3 yrs at there.
This day is after we had ours 1st trip n the last trip at Langkawi.
This day is i completely leave my 3 yrs best house mate n 2 yrs funny n kapxiao+childish roommate.
This day is i completely separate with all my 3 yrs pg's classmate.

Wat i can tell u all is i had a great time with u all although we had some argue between the time but i really appreciate n never regret tat i went to pg study.
Wat i can tell u all is although we seldom contact each others but doesn't mean tat i forget u all.

All the Best 4 my friend....

fEEling....

The feeling come again in my feel my mind.
Wat feeling???? I dunno hw to interpret it, juz not the gd feeling.
Mayb i m lost again.
Mayb is the time i need live alone in my world again to clarify my mind.
Mayb i need a rest due to had a whole week crazy life after the training.
Mayb i need to prepare n get bac my heard to going bac my last yr college life.
Mayb i juz wan write smt due to some1 tell me tat i long time din update my blog ald
Mayb i m juz talking bullshit at here again

So many Mayb, but i m 4 sure tat u r 2 free if u r reading my blog....hehe....

执子之手,舆子偕老

有人说相爱的两人, 先去世的会比晚去世的那个来得幸福,
因为留下来的人要独自承受孤单和寂寞, 心灵的空虚比什么都难过....
但....
我认为活下来的那个来得幸福,
因为留下来的人可以无时无刻回想他/她俩之间的回忆,
但离去的那个切不能....

1st Post on 2009

"Time Pass Very Fast"

Ald is the March of 2009, can consider 1/4 of 2009 is pass ald....

In the previous month of 2009,it can be consider having the great time 4 me....

Especially all the activity during CNY n Malacca trip....

N waiting the others trip with u all again....